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Paul

by Patricia Taxxon

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1.
Hands 04:12
Dripping softly down much like Dry tears upon a wooden chair A lonesome cougar finding love Through fingers light and feelings bare Barely passing through each day as Garden snakes crash his parade He knows what he will have to say To let his heart not stop Say, won’t you put your hands on me? To be here with you, I feel so magical Striding grandly out his door all Ready for his meeting true He longs to run his fingers through The ruffles of his cheeks he grew He always stays so quiet In the midst of this great angel Will he speak the words he needs to say To let his heart not stop Say, won’t you put your hands on me? To be here with you, I feel so magical Breathe for the moment Wait till he’s ready Breathe for the moment Wait till he’s ready Say, won’t you put your hands on me? To be here with you, I feel so magical
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Turn Off 03:06
Frayed knots Turn me inside out Make me feel safe Turn off All my outside walls Set me free again
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Brass Tears 01:26
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Fanfare 04:26
Let’s look back a couple ‘a days To when I took a trip to the new cafe I say, I could never repay you Never take a second to move away We locked eyes in the afternoon I took myself for another buffoon I opened with an awful joke About the president looking like a beef baboon And when it got dark I said that i was having trouble with my car I may have just pretended So I could have a ride in your mercedes benz You drove so nice, Or perhaps my glass made me look twice Your face looked gorgeous under the lights Passing quiet as we drove by I was in love! I was in love! I couldn’t write anything more sappy I couldn’t write anything less sad I was in love! I was in love! I couldn’t write anything more sappy About all the times we had. Let’s look past those couple of days And take a little time to appreciate The time we spent in medias res Getting into the ways we could go next We got back every afternoon To have some coffee and a biscuit too It’s true, we both had a sweet tooth We’re a caffeinated apple and that’s the truth And when it got dark I took you home and we went so far I can’t turn back it’s just the start Thinking about just where we are And just in time You came and let me call you mine And every time I call you’re sure to reply And talk until the day goes by I was in love! I was in love! I couldn’t write anything more sappy I couldn’t write anything less sad I was in love! I was in love! I couldn’t write anything more sappy About all the times we had. A fanfare for the husbands A fanfare for the wives A fanfare for the ones they’ve raised Beginning their new lives I was in love! I was in love! I couldn’t write anything more sappy I couldn’t write anything less sad I was in love! I was in love! I couldn’t write anything more sappy About all the times we had.
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Organ 02:50
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My Genre 04:08
The first time I saw him speeding down main street In a group of five or six tearing a hole out with their engines I couldn’t see his face, the helmet’s in the way But this was the best part of my day The next time He wore the same vest in the barbeque His massive form in front of me imposing with a purpose I couldn’t just go and say anything unplayed In the rehearsals that I run through every day Soon I found I developed this strange liking for smoked ribs Just so I could see that rugged facial hair of his I didn’t think how much he’d taken up my week Until he said he’d seen me every day here since He plays guitar in a thrash band, I can’t say that’s my genre Distortion in the high end, I can’t say that’s my timbre I might sound immature, but I’m just as sure I can’t say I don’t like him I can’t say I don’t like him Every time I’m with him is a treat It's like my mind is free I can’t say I don’t like him I can’t say I don’t like him We’ll just wait and see, we’ll just wait and see If he likes me. In the past days He’s introduced me to his friends And I feel so strangely welcome in amongst his denizens Am I one of them? There’s no way to test If I can fit in with these men In due time We made a bond that can’t be broke But part of me still worries about the things he doesn’t know, I say How will he ever know, how far I wish to go I’m breaking from head to toe He plays guitar in a thrash band, I can’t say that’s my genre Distortion in the high end, I can’t say that’s my timbre I might sound immature, but I’m just as sure I can’t say I don’t like him I can’t say I don’t like him Every time I’m with him is a treat It's like my mind is free I can’t say I don’t like him I can’t say I don’t like him We’ll just wait and see, we’ll just wait and see If he likes me.
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One day I’ll take on the world And if I succeed I’ll get all I deserve One day I’ll be higher than all of you Floating above in my new perfect life One day I’ll find someone just for me Someone who’ll wrap me up when I’m feeling sad One day This will all work out This kink in my brain won’t keep me down But now I’ll see all that I can do Wishing the best for those I left behind But now I’m stronger than all of you I’ll persevere and I’ll keep going on I know I’ll have a boy teach me mandolin Take me aboard his sermon of care I know That this too shall pass I have nothing to fear I have nothing to fear
10.
Climax 04:42
So soft So pure Why don’t we go home We will talk And see how much I know So young So strong So bold We will eat We will drink We will go to bed And see how deep I go.
11.
Sleep 03:14
12.
Real Boy 06:08
And after all this I’m still just a kid on the internet All I do is write about the men I’d like to meet Fantasies I had one night The only real boy I met Was back when I was only fifteen He was born and raised in the depths of Indiana He always thought so highly of me. We liked all the same poppy music We only wanted to be held And in that time I swear I lived a life in cartoon motion But everything that was will melt We talked about when we would meet How exactly we would have our embrace We joked about who’s taller and how we would one day lie But I only had to see your face Sometimes you didn’t write back Days on end you left me dark The only thing I wanted was a word the other way I fear I may have tried too hard I know that this will pass This barrier will be brought down One day we’ll see each other without counting all the pixels But when that is I cannot know One day we’ll see each other without counting all the pixels But when that is I cannot know

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An album of fantasies from a young heart.

Listen on Youtube: www.youtube.com/watch?v=ybNd2nJNPRY

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released June 30, 2017

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Patricia Taxxon Santa Cruz, California

Hi, I'm Patricia Taxxon. I make music for different moods. All of my (non-contract) tunes are free to use for any of your projects, commercial or otherwise, with credit.

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