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Doraemon

by Patricia Taxxon

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tired_ideabox The first three minutes of this scared the ever-loving crap out of me. Favorite track: Failing.
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Peren I didn’t know what it was like to have a favorite artist until I listened to Patty’s music. I constantly think of the line “maybe I should be honest, there’s a place for me,” from The Stars in My Head, previously in a sad context (I didn’t feel like there was for a long time), but recently I’ve finally found it. This is my favorite album ever, ever. Favorite track: The Stars in my Head.
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cybercrasherstv sense has me like spinny plate object wooooo Favorite track: The Stars in my Head.
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Like a homeward demon binding corpses to an elevator Like an unloved alien with nothing else to live for Like a blooming spider dances out of her conservatory Like a lowbrow cartoon that was banned in several countries Like a long lost sparkledog with passion in her colors blinding Like an ashened classroom derelict and all consuming Like a prideful sparrow spears his song to all the village workers Like a frightened animal with nowhere else to hide
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Hey, I started a forest fire today All of Maine to Nova Scotia is in flame Hey, I breathed my life into this place You can see it from a thousand miles away Red, like the blood I shed, come dance within the embers of my soul I made this special one for you Tarantulas all glisten in the twilight of the coming night so cold I made this special one for you Hey, will you be meeting me today? I’m lonely and I really hate to wait Hey, I just don’t know how long my head will stay, The forest is still fine, burning away Please, don’t leave me hanging here, I don’t know what I’d do if I wasn’t touched I’m sat here patiently for you The stars in my head, they scream with light and energy so cold I’m sat here patiently for you Hey, where will I be when all this ends? The stars are dangerously close again Hey, is my destiny to grow up here alone? The air has grown too hot to feel my face I thought the flame would die before the darkness fell upon me and the world But I still feel so cold I thought I’d have a chance to take control, to change my impact on the world But I still feel so cold But I still feel so cold But I still feel so cold
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Moshi Moshi 01:29
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Sense 06:28
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Cold Water 09:32
The freshness of the air feels foriegn to my aching heart The sunlight burns the layers I’ve built up within this paper cup Damn straight, I haven’t earned that much. There’s nothing I can take Police are roving in my veins, a venom coursing, yearning hatred It’s second nature now to think myself a traitor To myself, to all I’ve ever burdened with my rotting visage I can’t breathe, the weight of all I’ve disappointed crushes me If I were happy it would feel as if I couldn’t trust me Don’t care. You could be smiling if you wanted to You could be driving, could be flying if you wanted to You hear that noise? You hear that screaming? That’s your voice Trapped inside, you could take it out to cry if you wanted to Why fight? I’d like to think I’m on my side But nothing that I’ve thought today has let me think I’m right You hear that sound? Or is your coursing blood too loud? Will your better sense come out or will you be alone tonight Don’t microwave your milk too long, it browns and bubbles over Don’t let anyone see into you, don’t let them see your need I burned a forest down for this, I must have something to show for it But alas, the stars don’t feel like smiling upon me It’s second nature now to think myself a traitor To myself, to all I’ve ever burdened with my rotting visage I can’t breathe, the weight of all I’ve disappointed crushes me If I were happy it would feel as if I couldn’t trust me Don’t care. You could be smiling if you wanted to You could be driving, could be flying if you wanted to You hear that noise? You hear that screaming? That’s your voice Trapped inside, you could take it out to cry if you wanted to Why fight? I’d like to think I’m on my side But nothing that I’ve thought today has let me think I’m right You hear that sound? Or is your coursing blood too loud? Will your better sense come out or will you stay alone tonight There’s a pin-light shining out in the mountains Can’t you see? It flutters in and out of vision In a hue I can’t quite place There’s a humming in the air here Listen close It’s like a warmth spreading through me Through the canyons of my mind The flowers seem so vivid way out there Beyond regret I see a gradient from greyscale Leading into rainbow’s end The land of milk and honey is in reach It seems so close I only need to touch the grass And I’ll be one of them Oh God I swear, don’t fail me now The light is here I can’t forget what it feels like Just to act as I belong Goddamnit I can’t take this anymore I’m stepping out I only hope that the sunlight hasn’t left while I was gone Oh God I swear, don’t let me down You’re all I have I can’t forget what it feels like To be loved and taken in I used to love the scent of rainfall in the dawn The touch of sun I only hope there’s something left here Something left for me to hold
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Failing 10:36
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I took the evening train back into town I sat in the rearmost seat I hid within my wings And softly cried to no one else but me I left a trail of feathers, to my corpse they lead I hope that no one else can see I hope that no one else can see I won’t lick my wounds in public Might as well leave them all open God knows I’ve learned to stuff it Just like I have always been But this is different, something Hurts me so much more I have to think, I have to ponder What I’m doing all this for Maybe I’m just not ready, the stars in my head won’t go where I think I should be able to Maybe I should be honest, there’s a part of me that I might never be free of Maybe I’m just not ready, the stars in my head won’t go where I think I should be able to Maybe I should be honest, there’s a place for me, there’s a place for me The landscape gallavants in darkness Silver moonlight on the trees My eyes glide off The blurry outlines easily I want to sing Alas it seems my voice has left the ring There’s something broken deep inside me My responsibility I wish that I could spread my wings And fly until the morning I wish that I could taste the air And behold all before me Perhaps I’d fly so high That I would find it hard to breathe The choice to fall from heaven Has been stolen away from me Maybe I’m just not ready, the stars in my head won’t go where I think I should be able to Maybe I should be honest, there’s a part of me that I might never be free of Maybe I’m just not ready, the stars in my head won’t go where I think I should be able to Maybe I should be honest, there’s a place for me, there’s a place for me Now the homeward demon’s bound the last soul to the elevator The unloved alien has found someone to live for Our blooming spider spun a home for all her family And this lowbrow cartoon gained an audience of millions Now the long lost sparkledog has found an artist’s hand to make her The ashened classroom’s overgrown with gleeful flowers Now the prideful sparrow only needs his own visage to sing to And the frightened animal has found somewhere to hide Maybe I’m just not ready, the stars in my head won’t go where I think I should be able to Maybe I should be honest, there’s a part of me that I might never be free of Maybe I’m just not ready, the stars in my head won’t go where I think I should be able to Maybe I should be honest, there’s a place for me, there’s a place for me
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released June 27, 2019

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Patricia Taxxon Santa Cruz, California

Hi, I'm Patricia Taxxon. I make music for different moods. All of my (non-contract) tunes are free to use for any of your projects, commercial or otherwise, with credit.

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